JUST SURRENDER

The only time that we ever experience friction, fear, frustration, anger, hopelessness, anxiety or any discomfort in life- is when we are resisting whatever "IS" at the present moment. If we judge ourselves or any person or situation as "wrong", we are saying that it's not part of the Divine Plan. And we all innately know that everything happens for a reason. Everything- every thought, feeling, experience- is happening FOR us, not TO us. It's just our resistance to this law that causes us discomfort. Much stress will be lifted if we just surrender, accept, stay open and receptive to life... 

Lost and Found

Life is a cyclical series of being lost and then being found

One moment feeling as if I'm tossed into the depths of discomfort, detachment, confusion and despair

Self degradation rearing it's relentless head and engulfing me completely,

Leaving me to question how I was able to achieve previous levels of awareness, enlightenment, inner peace and unconditional love before

Wondering if I have lost all of my prior progressions or if I have ultimately failed on my life's journey

I firmly believe that we forget things in this life for a reason,

Epiphanies, awarenesses, understandings, etc ,

Just as we forget the state of complete bliss, contentment, and illumination that we embody before we incarnate down here and the veil of amnesia is lowered upon us after our birth

I have found in my life that I am continually having to re-remember,

Continually going through another evolutionary struggle

Only to eventually find that the struggle was only temporary and absolutely necessary to have endured to bring about the intended evolutionary outcome

The intended evolutionary outcome is always going to be that of increased spiritual growth

So even in the darkest of nights,

I must remember that I will eventually regain my sight

When I'm lost, hopeless, and feel as if I will drown,

I must push forward and persevere

And always remember that what is lost will always be found

The Journey Of Life

I am nowhere near perfected. I'm real, authentic,and will gladly share my flaws, vulnerabilities, weaknesses, and flaws. I realize that it puts me at risk for being judged, categorized and a subject to character assassination. I am all I will have without a doubt from birth to my death. Blessed are the souls who have true support from someone or somewhere. Me, I have been through so much trials and tribulations in my life that I didn't think that I had the strength within to carry on and it was then that the strength from God, from source, from Divinity, or whatever you choose to call it, came and entered me and gave me what I needed to keep on keepin on. it's one thing to be aware of my faults and it's another to actually act on the bettering of myself and the demolishing of my faults. I am trying to do both on a daily basis and will continue to do so as that is the most important thing/ goal in my life, more important than any other endeavor in this incarnation. I will not put unattainable standards on myself but I will strive to be better tomorrow than I am today and better the day after tomorrow then I am tomorrow and so on and so on as this journey of Life continues...

Our Own Best Friend

I understand the feeling of not wanting to be "alone", but we must get comfortable with possibly never finding a partner on a romantic level in this life and be okay with that on a vibrational level and that's when we have the ability to attract someone that is also on a vibrational level of just working on themselves and attaining  self-love, and they will be a "whole" enough  person then to be with you as you will be able to be
for them......
We must be our own best friend, our own place of comfort and sanctuary, and complete within ourselves. In the end, we are alone with ourselves. We must not look outside of ourselves for saving, we must learn to save ourselves...

Remember to Remember

   I've been delving deep within the cores, and caverns of my mind and digging into the depths of my soul. I am blatantly aware that surface level interactions, carnal desires, materialistic pursuits, greed's and goals, as well as false and forced fronts and personas do not ignite nor inspire any intrigue or compliment or play counterpart to the fire that burns insistently within my core. I honestly find refuge in my solitude, comraderie within my own source of friendship, sanctuary within my company. In continually challenging my inner conflicts, flaws, and demons, I am filled with inspiration and gratitude when I am able to overcome....
In being my own best friend and simultaneously my own inner critic, I am able to be aware of the overcoming of my own imperfections and can move towards achieving my personal soul goals. In not being in a state of constant comparison, I know that I am only in competition with myself.
In remaining gentle, nurturing, encouraging, and understanding with myself, I have the ability to be proud of any and all accomplishments,no matter how greatly vast or seemingly insignificant they may be. In knowing that I can be my greatest adversary or advocate. I will keep pressing forward at my own unique pace, in recognition of the Divinity in which I inherently and innately embody. I know that there is really nothing and no one that exists outside of myself as well as within. The whole of the universe resides within me. I recognize the growth from my struggles and tribulations, Grace from my failures and discomforts, I find my pains in my trials to be my teachers and guides dot-dot-dot I must always "remember to remember", how far I have come, what I have endured and Rose above, and how far I have come on this journey that my soul has chosen to embark on. In desolation, there is abundance. In scarcity, their lives bounty. In discord, there exists Harmony. I must not compromise my soul on this journey and I must never feel discouraged nor sell myself short. In survival of hardships, I always emerged stronger, and darkness I always reconnect with my Divine spark. I undoubtedly emerge in the light, and must never lose touch with this knowledge. I must remain vigilant and strive to perceive always with second ears and see with second sight...