One moment feeling as if I'm tossed into the depths of discomfort, detachment, confusion and despair
Self degradation rearing it's relentless head and engulfing me completely,
Leaving me to question how I was able to achieve previous levels of awareness, enlightenment, inner peace and unconditional love before
Wondering if I have lost all of my prior progressions or if I have ultimately failed on my life's journey
I firmly believe that we forget things in this life for a reason,
Epiphanies, awarenesses, understandings, etc ,
Just as we forget the state of complete bliss, contentment, and illumination that we embody before we incarnate down here and the veil of amnesia is lowered upon us after our birth
I have found in my life that I am continually having to re-remember,
Continually going through another evolutionary struggle
Only to eventually find that the struggle was only temporary and absolutely necessary to have endured to bring about the intended evolutionary outcome
The intended evolutionary outcome is always going to be that of increased spiritual growth
So even in the darkest of nights,
I must remember that I will eventually regain my sight
When I'm lost, hopeless, and feel as if I will drown,
I must push forward and persevere
And always remember that what is lost will always be found
