I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY. ALWAYS HAVE, ALWAYS WILL

I'm sorry that I wasn't there to listen to your hard times and fears, 

I'm sorry that we've grown so apart over the years. 

If I could go back in time and do things differently, I definitely would. 

I've always tried to honor your interests and feelings and made you feel as loved and amazing as I could. 

The shame and guilt of never having enough time, time always slipping away, everyday that I didn't see you breaks my heart. 

Never did you have anyone consistently there to show you that it's okay to cry, to feel, to be open, and real, so that you can heal. 

This saddens me to the core and hurts my heart a great deal. 

I wish I knew so much more about you, your habits, your inner workings, your weaknesses, and your strengths. 

From now on I want to be completely transparent and honest with you feel close to you and for this I would go to any lengths. 

There has been so much time that we can never get back but still so much time still ahead of us. 

I want to be there with you, always in your corner, always there to turn to, with unconditional love complete honesty, communication, and trust. 

I have not been a perfect person, I have not been a perfect mother, I hope that someday you can fully understand. 

I hope that you will forgive me and try to give me a second chance...